Thursday, March 17, 2011

It just sucks...

There is really no other way to describe this situation, experience, journey.

It has been less than a month since my Dad died and I am searching for the fast forward button so I can get through this. I know there is another side to grieving. I know this will all be okay and get better someday but I am not ready for the process. I just want to get through to the end.

Lately anytime I let myself think about my Dad my mind will wander back to the day he died and its all replayed in, in slow motion. Is this normal? Is my brain out to destroy me?

A close family friend lost his father less than a year ago and he told my mom, "It just sucks".

I couldn't agree more.


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