Apparently there is a secret handbook on how I should be doing this.
Lately I have gotten a lot of advice on how things should be looked at or the way I should be approaching my life now. Too bad none of it is valid to my individual situation. Too bad everyone is different. Too bad no one has any idea how this feels for me and never will.
One of the hardest things about this is moving on with my life, continuing with the day to day activities. My job has been the biggest hurdle. I work in a call center for a travel company and I deal with a lot of angry people and people who want to argue with me on every single thing I say. I do my best to get through it and just go home but everyday (especially since my dads death) gets harder and harder. I am trying really hard to just let things roll off my back but my emotions are heightened and I am way more sensitive right now.
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